Where does the time go?

I find myself asking this question everyday. Needless to say, life has gotten a bit crazier and a bit busier with 2 little munkchins. I know I said I would update after Porter's 2 week appointment, but obviously that didn't happen. So here's kind of a quick catch up. Porter is doing well and definitely gaining weight now that we have switched to bottle feeding. I tried and tried to nurse him for almost 3 weeks, but he was having trouble latching and I just wasn't producing enough milk for him and eventually dried up. I was kind of bummed that it didn't work this time around again, (the same thing happened with Lucy) but now I know that he is getting food and he's not starving from not getting enough from me. At his 2 week appointment he wasn't back up to his birth weight yet, so we can in a week later to do a weight check on him. In that week is when we started the bottle full time and at the appointment he had gained almost 12 oz! The nurses said they're happy when they gain 1 or 2 so 12 was excellent! At his 2 week appointment, we also found out he had grown an inch from when he was born! I was shocked! He's a pretty good sleeper, I really can't complain after talking to some people. And he's so much more awake all of the time now. I love it. He will be a month old in a couple of days and I can't believe how fast the time has gone and yet it feels like he's been here forever. How did I get blessed with such a good baby?

Lucy is going to be 2 on Sunday. I can't believe it. I feel kind of bad because I haven't really planned anything for it this year like I did last year, but things have been pretty crazy aorund here. John is going to be out of town on her birthday so we're going to be doing something, don't know yet, on Saturday for her birthday. Lucy has totally grown up since we brought Porter home. She loves her "baby bruder" and is constantly wanting to "snuggle" and hold him and give him kisses. It's so cute, until she's practically laying on top of him trying to get him to "snuggle" with her. I have to be sure I'm always in the room with them together because she just loves him so much! (if you catch my drift...) She is still constantly dancing and singing, loves playing with her babies, playing basketball with daddy, doing ANYTHING with daddy, and making messes for mommy to clean up. I wish I had more pictures of her to post but frankly, I can't get her to hold still long enough for me to get one! Trust me! I try almost everyday! haha Oh well, hopefully soon I'll have some of her. I love Lucy to death, even though she sure knows how to push my buttons, and I wouldn't change anything about her. she is absoluety hilarious and makes me laugh so hard. I love my girl.

I love my kids. I feel so blessed to be their mother. Being a mother is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, but it is so incredibly rewarding. There are times when I get so frustrated with Lucy because of a mess she's made, or because of the lovely hitting and biting phase we're going through, but then all it takes is for her to come up to me, cradle my face in her hands and say "I wuv you Mommy." It absloutely melts my heart. I am by no means perfect, far from it. My house is a mess, there are dishes in the sink, my laundry room is full of laundry for me to do and put away, and there is dinner to be made, but I think I'm gonna go give my little stinker a kiss.